Today is the 5th July 2007 . I shall say i'm a bad girl today . I went to school without laptop today and only to realise that we'll be having Business Statistic SPSS training . Shucks . And so i skipped Statistic tutorial for today . Went to Paya Lebar to meet up with Peter and Jiejie to shop for 070707 . And i found my new shopping paradise . Wow was the word which i can only say and i see my next salary flying already .

Wasn't concentrating at all today . I wonder if i'm really having a crush . I have never felt so abnormal . The me today is not the usual me . I seem to be in some dreamland every hour .

He kept on popping up in my mind and i kept on thinking . What am i to him ? A friend ? A nice girl ? Or someone who has a chance of becoming a person closer to him ? I know i shouldn't be thinking of these things, i know i should be studying and aiming for 'A's and i know, i'm only a friend to him . I wanna meet him again, i wanna meet him often, i wanna get to know him better . I really wanna confess, but i'm afraid the confession might lead us to the end of our friendship . The awkward-ness might be the reason if my confession fails me . I wonder and really wonder, how does he look at me ? And what am i to him ? Curiousity pops in me to ask those questions . What do i do ? I can't possibly let this go on, i can't concentrate in lectures and tutorials with him popping on my mind always . Tell me what should i do ? ! ? ! And tell me, if this is love, like, crush or admire ? ? ?

I am so confuse and afraid .

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